Since March 2014 I have been chasing down my husband lol. But seriously, I up and quit my good job, switched all my college classes online and moved to Missouri, to move into a place and have my CrossFit coaching boyfriend move in with me. I worked two different jobs while in Missouri, put Anthony is a new school and waited it out while Nick decided what he wanted to do with his life. A little more than a year after moving to MO Nick joined the active duty Army. I had already left a lot of my stuff in North Carolina when I made the move to MO, so before leaving MO I sold pretty much everything we had. Everything that didn’t fit inside my car (I towed my car on a dolly) and whatever fit in the back of Nick’s truck. I dropped Nick off at his recruiters office and Anthony, the dogs, and my pregnant self (with baby Rowan) made the journey back to NC. It was a non-stop trip because our stuff was exposed in the bed of the truck. So other than a quick nap in a Walmart parking lot somewhere in Tennessee, we drove straight through. I honestly could not ask for a better son. He has been through way way more than most adults. (single military mom, me leaving him for deployments, moved more than 10 times in his 9 years of life, a violent and neglectful biological father, me and his stepfather getting divorced, people in his life dying, and me getting married again) most adults need therapy after one of those life events. Yet my son, so resilient, so brave, and so understanding. I pray for his heart, that he remains such a sweet soul as he is today. I think forever, he and I will have a unique and special bond. I just don’t get as many pictures of him because now he has an abundance of friends and plays outside from sun up to sun down, (we only get about 4 hours of sundown here in Alaska right now 😉 With that being said, people now ask me, “how did you just up and move to Alaska” its simple, I love my husband and I love that has ambition to change his situation an join an organization bigger than himself. And people spend thousands of dollars to vacation in AK, why wouldn’t I live here!
Today, we started the day watching “Wild Hearts Can’t Be Broken” one of my all time favorite. It was interrupted when my renters called saying the AC at our rental property was not working AGAIN. ughhh sucks, twice in a month there has been issues. But the East Coast is getting hammered with a heat index. I am glad it was a simple fix, for their sake. So then I gathered up the children and headed to the commissary. We had hot dogs at the hot dog stand and watch the Blue Angels practicing for the air show this weekend. After our grocery run and our run home to unload them (we unpacked only the cold stuff) we decided to visit some of the home town shops. I have an obsession with used book stores. So of course my kids will too 😉 We went to used book stores, thrift stores, antique shops! Anthony asks so many questions about “what this does, or what is this used for?” He even found an “antique” phone! lol I am not talking an actual antique (even though there were some of those as well) I am talking a phone from the 90’s haha you know the one that plugs into the wall and has a cord. His sister and him sat in amazement. I am happy to tell him all about those treasures of the past. Anthony does not have a cell phone (I lie, he has an old phone of mine that is used only IF I run out and he is home alone so he can facetime me) But he doesn’t have his own personal phone he carries with him. Or not even an ipod. Electronics and screens are not a daily use in the Toomey-Johnson casa. I just feel there are more interesting and child like things for an almost 10 year old to do! I love looking out my window and seeing 6 bicycles on the lawn and kids playing wiffle ball. I also like hearing Anthony say, “mom I am going to ride my bike to my friends house to see if they can play” DEAL!
One reason I am set on showing my children that you don’t have to buy or own the nicest of things. Is because I don’t want them to lose the meaning of what is actually important in life. It is the experiences you have and the family you have close. The time spent with them. I will forever prefer to take a vacation spent sleeping in a tent or cabin or couch surfing rather than a 5 star hotel. Even if I have the money, that is not the point. I love that Anthony doesn’t know what a “brand name” is. I rather have a picnic on the ground then go out to eat at some fancy restaurant. My Oma says, most people live with a champagne taste on a beer budget! Which is true! they do so much to keep up with their friends or impress others and spend money that they don’t have. I do not want my kids growing up that way. I have traveled to many countries and most of it was traveling with the Marine Corps or with Optimum when I was sponsored. Thankfully, Nick is now in the Army and if we can we will always choose a place that will be able to not only progress nicks career but also give our children an experience of another way of life.
My mother was sick for most of my life, but she taught me so many life lessons. She showed me to love and value each day. To work hard for things you want. Not to expect others (not even your spouse) to change your situation, (I love my husband and I love life with him and want to be with him for the rest of my days, HOWEVER, I have invested enough in myself that I am fully capable of maintaining my life just as it is alone. I feel that is very important, especially for a woman. Not to rely on others solely for your wellbeing) My mother also taught me that life is too short to remain in a situation that you do not LOVE! If you are unhappy with a job, or your weight, or a hair do, CHANGE it! and don’t bitch about it to others unless you are willing to change. I have lived by her guidance. I have always trekked my own path. I have done things in life JUST BECAUSE others think I can’t. I am very proud of where I am in life and even more proud of the things to come. In a lot of ways my husband and I are a lifetime apart (he was still in high school when I already bought my first house and had a baby) 🙂 Now, seeing him come into his own and start to trek his own path is awesome. I love hearing him say he is going to go for “this” or he has started “that” at work. So just as quick as I was to move to Missouri for a guy who spent his days working out, I will be willing to pick up our life every three years and explore the next place we end up at.
~Stephanie